My Vows To Justin

My Justin
You are so much to me... It has been so difficult to find the words to adequately convey what you have meant to me.
You are my Justice, my hope, you have given me back to myself by giving of yourself. You have given me your whole heart, and in doing so you have healed and opened mine. I know I am a force to be reckoned with and a mass of wind and fire at times. You know how to soothe me, you know how to be with me. When I am with you I feel the most myself. I am at peace.You make me laugh through tears. You have fought for me and with me through some dark and hard times. We have battled our own demons together and won. We have embraced the good times and celebrated some of the most important moments of our lives together.
You are my safe place, my night light, my inspiration and my reflection. We have shown each other the best and worst of ourselves and only loved each other more for it. We have defied our critics, exceeded our own expectations and strengthened our support system. You have given me what I desired most in my life, stability,consistency, faithfulness and passion. You know how to love me better than anyone. You have strengthened my faith and encouraged my spirit. You make me see myself more clearly. You have inspired me to be better. Not just for you... but for me, for us. You are a miracle to me... I have done things in the framework of this relationship that I never thought I would or could do. I always have faith that everything will be alright and work out, because with you it always does. I have never loved anyone enough to commit my entire self to them for eternity. For you I wish I could do even more...
I promise to be patient with you and to give you the time and space you need to come to your own conclusions.
I promise to continue to try to better myself for the sake of both of us and our family.
I promise to love you unconditionally and totally, mind body and soul, for the rest of our lives.
I promise to always support your dreams, creativity and desires.
I promise to not take everything so seriously and to let things unfold on their own.
I promise to hold your hand, cuddle you and touch you, especially when times are hard.
I promise to always fight for us and for you, and to rise to the challenges of life.
I promise not to walk out, hang up or shut down when we argue.
I promise to always be honest with you and discuss my feelings and ideas truthfully.
I promise to be entirely myself with you, always.
I promise to walk next to you on this adventure and to guide and be guided as need be.
I promise to always acknowledge you and to try to validate you and encourage you.
I promise to share my love of life with you and to accept and appreciate the many gifts you offer me.
I love you so much Justin, You have forever changed my life and myself. I am so happy on this day and so grateful for you. I love you as big as the sky. I love you always in all ways.